It has taken me this long to figure out that I have become a new me. Recently I had surgery and developed some complications. My body has gone through a transformation. I thought I was going to come out of this the same as when I went in. Hell no. The surgery was over a month ago and I am just coming to terms with my new life style. Despite the fact that I lost 20 lbs., my energy is gone, I feel scattered and somewhat defeated. I am still in a lot of pain and my road to recovery is taking longer than I expected. This is one of the first times I have felt like blogging about anything. I have always been an instant girl and I expected to bounce back within days of my operation.
So I am making plans. This is a brand new me. One I will have to get use to. Instead of one day at a time, I go by hour to hour. Let’s see how far that will take me. See you on the other side.